Good Morning Loves! Not really sure how to start this whole blog thing but I'm gonna take a swing at it because, well, I work nights and have way too much time to ponder life at all hours of the night and my fabulous ideas must be documented. ;) New development last night! I found some job opportunities in the field of social work for the federal government with a significantly higher salary than any I'd seen before. So that's good. My Dad might not kill me for not going into a higher paying field. I'm so so so excited for my future. I just want it to start but at the same time I don't want college to be over. I just wish college was a happier time right now. Truth be told, I'm having a really rough time. I have stretched myself too thin recently. Work and school take up all of my time and I barely have time to sleep let alone do anything fun. Worse yet, when I do have free time I find myself uninterested in socializing or doing anything other than laying around and being lazy with Mufasa. Not the crazy impulsive college life I wish I was leading. I find myself getting irritated with a lot of my friends right now, to the point I don't want to be around them. Which is absolutely ridiculous, they have not done a single thing wrong, I just can't be around happiness right now. It's too damn hard. I am sick of being this melodramatic heartbroken mess all the time but I'm not really sure how to fix it. The only conclusion I have come to so far is that only time will help, as slow and painful as that might be. It's hard to explain. Maybe I'm depressed or just sleep deprived but that's where I'm at in life.
On a more pleasant note, I just had a pizza lunchable and let's be real there aren't a whole lot of things better than pizza lunchables. Ahhhhh another positive, I beat level 65 of Candy Crush and I was stuck on that son of a bitch for like 6 weeks. It was not pretty. Badass Status awarded to Ems. So I think with each blog post I'm going to attach a pin or two because we all can use a little inspiration and more laughter in our lives right? Of course I am ;) So here you are Happy Wednesday!!
